Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Strange feeling

Today got a very strange feeling regarding work......
Am I getting lazy....
Am I begining to dislike by ppl?
Am I not performing what I need to do....
Am I not doing my job....
Am I stuipd....
What am I doing at work......
I have let a lot of ppl down....
I feel tt ppl is starting to don't like me.....

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

first day after MC for 5 day....

Today, very bz.... hve to catch up on the outstanding work... engine cannot startup as fast as I want...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

u Change????

Life is an never ending learning cycle. you learn something new everyday about yourself and other around u.

Our mind, our mindset, our behaviour are constantly changing. One day, we may thinking what we done in the past is funny. you will not notice it at all. as you are constantly expose to yourself. If you was to meet someone close that you have not met in a very long time. He/She may say that you have change a lot.

Hmm you are still you or u did not notice that u have change???????

So who change? the environment or u?????

Rush & Busy life

On my way to work. I just watch the people rushing by me. I thought what are they rushing for? Is life so busy? Can't we just slow down a bit?

I remember a old chinese song that sum up this," Busy Busy Busy, Busy until lost the way of life, Busy Busy, Busy, Busy until no time to cry"

This is true now. What we are doing now? Work to live or live to work? From today, I can see a lot of people work to live. They work work work. The pace of the work is taking hold of how they live. We are slowly becoming a slave to our work, without us knowing.

For me, I try to slow down in life.
1) Don't wear watch to work. No need to remind yourself on the time too many time.
2) Miss one bus is ok. No need to rush. Wait loh:)
3) Walk slowly to work. No need to rush. Will you miss doing work in 5 mins? I think not. If need to work, leave home early loh:)

Today go dental..... at NDC

hmm... today want to NDC to make appointment for Ops to extract wisdom Tooth... Har... cannot just book the ops date. Hve to go see the dentist... very X. S$114 dollar.... just to say hi to the dentist and hve X-ray...

Date book.. 12 Jun.. 1030 am.... the total fee is S$999 ...
Count down...To the day when cannot talk for one day..... err....

Monday, June 8, 2009

Life

Past is but a experience gain, Present is just a path u walk, and Future is but a dream u wish u hve.

But past can be a burden to u if u don't take it in a positive way. So Past is only a experience u use to enrich urself and not be bunden by it. Ur present is shape by the past experience and the decision u make So this is the path u walk and the future is ur dream,plan and wish. This will not happen is u don't take action.

But one thing to note, the future is shape by ur past experience and make what u r now. And decision u make along the way, shape which path u will take to the reach ur future, be it gd or bad.

At the End, u make what u r now and in the future.
Put down ur burden of past experience, walk ur present path and chase after ur dream.

Happiness is what you define in your life. You can also see for some people the same thing can make them happy or sad. It is all in their mind. You define what make you happy and what make you sad.

You will find that thing itself don't hve any feeling. it is you who give them the feeling. Attached to happiness and you will feel happy. and attached to other emotion, you will feel the same way.

So from today start to define your happiness and look at thing in a different way.
Make ur dream Come True...